Good bye 2009 and Hello 2010
A very beautiful morning today to end the year of 2009, sunny and bright.
What can I remember sometime in April 2009, my daughter's Peeja advised me to kill my time with blogging.
I had to leave my career/work due to my prolong illness, ever since then, I have been at home with no activities at all.
Reading her writings almost everyday, but never thought that I could ever have my own blog.
Thank you Peeja for the encouragement, mama could spend my remaining life, writing my thoughts and lay out my feelings daily in this white screen.
For mama this is a healthy activity knowing lots of cyber friends though they are much younger than mama.
I thank all my followers and bloggers friends.
" Thank You from the bottom of my heart, YOU have given me laughter, tears of happiness with all the comments, or even reading your articles, makes me knowing YOU and feel you close to my heart. Thank You...I could not have made it through the year of 2009 without YOU".
Pasal lak pagi2 nih, nak cakap omputih pulak? Apa breakfast western ker aper nih, sampai lidah ber omputih ...
Em..memang pun breakfast pagi ni, keju kraft, scramble eggs fried with butter, baked beans with green chilies pickles and 2 slices of wholemeat bread. Classic English Breakfast Tea by Twinings of London (Noy beli) to complete the morning breakfast.
Did my insulin injection of 40 iu before the breakfast, and hopefully the sugar level reading will be as good as any normal people without diabeties.
Actually year 2009 is a new beginning of my leftover life.
A new experience.....
World without sound and voices.......Lost the beauty of Hearing,
Missing you .......
The voices of Al quran,
The voices of my husband and children,
The sound of my favourite muzik,
and even worst
I could not even hear my own voice.
I could speak though....
but I......dont know whether my voice peach is too loud or low.
At times my daughter would give a sign to reduce my voice as it was like too loud
Also sometimes, my fork and spoon where making loud creaking when I have my meals, again I will be warned to slow down with the cutleries.
It is so embarrassing and shameful to be in public, attending official dinner, I need to be extra cautious all the time.
I am happy though....
Happy that I am still alive, able to spend my time with God, family and friends
May 2010 be a better year for all of us...Amen